I went up to my bedroom and laid on the floor to feel terrible about myself, to feel desperate, to wonder how I will ever survive motherhood, and, the worst part, to seriously question God's wisdom in giving ME these children to raise...
All in Sickness & Health
I went up to my bedroom and laid on the floor to feel terrible about myself, to feel desperate, to wonder how I will ever survive motherhood, and, the worst part, to seriously question God's wisdom in giving ME these children to raise...
I wear a different hat in each one.
I remember scratching at a barnacle on a concrete wall. I wanted to hold it, but you can’t get them free from their anchor without crushing them a bit.
Needless to say, that trip was a real disappointment.
Photo: Tulips FROM MY YARD
I was feeling disappointed in myself this week. I felt like I "wasn't handling it well" that my POTS appears to be coming back.
Salua created my very own discount code for me and whoever I choose to share it with (which I hope will be EVERYONE because WE NEED ALL THE PRETTY JAMMIES because we are valuable! And it's ok to like pretty stuff and be insanely comfortable while we make jelly toasts and wipe snot and stuff!)!
My own weakness is off-putting to me. I tend to despise the weakness I see in myself, but I'm learning to let it lead me to the nest.